Lock-down, Goal Planning, and the Three Minute Attention Span

It's really tough to do the things you want to when anxiety and ADD gets in the way. I have hiking photos gathering dust, so to speak, on my phone that I should post (at least to Instagram), yet here I am avoiding posting them for yet another day, another week. Is it Executive Function Disorder? Depression? Who knows...

So now it's early April. The weather is a roller-coaster of summer weather, then back to winter, then back to summer. The sky is usually blue and the flowers are blooming (and my sinuses are feeling it). I find myself wanting to get out and enjoy this fine weather, yet here I am "enjoying" the solitude of indoor activities. Alas.

I have written out my "Big Goal" finally, which is: To travel to many parks and take hiking footage and nature recordings to upload to youtube as long videos for relaxation.

In more 'metaphysical' terms, I want to share the good feelings I get from hiking and viewing nature with others who may be unable to go out there themselves.

So... the equally big questions are: How do I go about achieving this? What items do I need, especially to start?

This is where I wish i had someone to guide me, someone who has experience recording nature, who can point me in the direction of a sort-of 'starter' pack of equipment. I would also need some guidance in learning to USE said equipment. (And this is where that short attention span bites me in the ass.)

In parting, here is a photograph of a trail.